When I wrote the post Be Happy three weeks ago we had just found out that our baby was alive and well. Who knew that three weeks later we would be mourning the loss of our sweet baby.
This pregnancy wasn’t planned, but it was very much wanted. Honestly, it hurts so much that we lost this baby. Since it was a surprise I thought it was all God and that everything would go perfectly. It has been so so difficult, but I am trying to always be joyful. I came across this verse last night and it really resonates with me. I am trusting in God that this is all his plan.
My first two pregnancies were problem free. I was blessed and didn’t even realize it. I had seen others go through miscarriages, but never thought I would suffer from one. I shared early with all of my pregnancies. There are times when I have thought that I wish I hadn’t shared so early. Then I take that back, because I am not sure I could do this without the love and support from my friends and family.
I love this song, “What’s Mine, Is Yours”. Really brings me comfort knowing that our sweet baby is with God, and I will see he/she again someday.
Have you suffered a miscarriage? How do you remain positive?
We go to the doctor this afternoon for a follow up ultrasound. Please pray for us. Thank you!
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