This pregnancy wasn’t planned, but it was very much wanted. Honestly, it hurts so much that we lost this baby. Since it was a surprise I thought it was all God and that everything would go perfectly. It has been so so difficult, but I am trying to always be joyful. I came across this verse last night and it really resonates with me. I am trusting in God that this is all his plan.
My first two pregnancies were problem free. I was blessed and didn’t even realize it. I had seen others go through miscarriages, but never thought I would suffer from one. I shared early with all of my pregnancies. There are times when I have thought that I wish I hadn’t shared so early. Then I take that back, because I am not sure I could do this without the love and support from my friends and family.
I love this song, “What’s Mine, Is Yours”. Really brings me comfort knowing that our sweet baby is with God, and I will see he/she again someday.
Have you suffered a miscarriage? How do you remain positive?
We go to the doctor this afternoon for a follow up ultrasound. Please pray for us. Thank you!